Nothing..
I dunno, what should i post here..Really nothing..Aisshh.. it would be nothing..Because i had nothing..And, it will be nothing..Then, moving into nothing..Afterthat, died because of nothing..All of that, will be nothing..Seems really nothing..Looks alike nothing..Sounds nothing..Tastes nothing..Feels nothing..And everything turn onto nothing..Label: Random
Damn Her..
Aissh.. i'm not in the good mode now. Cause of someone who is really-really annoying in my facebook.Really, i just wanna to punch and hit her face. Just because she is too annoying for me.Acting like she's innocent, but the fact .. she's hell..!!Really,It's my first time hate someone or don't like someone until i feel like this. So, i don't know what should i do ..So, i don't know how it can happen..Please..Don't force me to forgive her. All of my life..Perhaps, i'll hate her everlasting..Ouch,Stop it..!!I'm gonna die..Label: Random
What are you doing, guys ??
What are you doing, guys ?Doing weird things, huh ?And my friends did it too. Look, they're strange but they just continue it while they laugh. Oh My..Lucky me.. i didn't do it. But, it's very fun to do. They play game and laugh together. Isn't it fun ?They pull someone then push her. Just look at them..And , it's really make me burst of laughing.Just look and you can feel excited..Okay, then. I have to off now. My break time was end and have to continue my lesson.So, at least ! Good bye..Label: Random
Useless
Useless..What does it mean ?? Useless..What does it for ??Useless..Is it showed about myself ??Useless..Am i really useless ??Useless..Am i just an useless girl ??Who can't do anything with all of myself..Useless..Just a word but i don't know the meaning. Because it's really hurting myself. Deep and deep. I admit, it's about myself. Show all of the picture of me. And, i don't know how to act.So, teach me how to be an useless girl ??Teach me..Teach me, how to be a fool girl.During my lifetime..*and this is very useless post that i ever wrote..Label: Random
How's life ??
It been several days not online and didn't post anything to my hompy, though. Start to like it but more to hate it. Kk..
Don't mind, please..
How's life, guys ?? Are you fine and well or get some suck things that made you feeling unwell and bad ?? And, i feel that too.
I broke my legs 2 days ago and because of that, i can't do some dance moves. Horrible. T.T
And, now i just have some theraphy to get my normal leg. That's really bad but i wish i can pass this.
My day was boring because i didn't go outside today. Cause of my broke 'suck' leg and i'm really bored.
Lucky me, there was my friend that visit me and accompany me.
But, he's too annoying to be with, guys.
His name is Eun Go . Park Eun Go for the complete. He's look alike Oh Wonbin from FT.Island. Okay, just forget him now. ^^
Where am i ?? I'm in a restaurant now. My close friend asked me to go there and have our dinner there. Actually, i feel weird to him. Because, it's too seldom to happen.
But, okay. I'm boring and at least i accept it.
Maybe, i have some crush on him, eh ?? Don't let it, guys. I don't want..
Okay, he's my type. Perfect, perhaps. But..
Aisshh.. forget it. Why we can turn our topic, huh ? Let's go back.
So, how's life ? Tell me if you want.
I hope, i can have my good day for tomorrow and forever.
Yay, good bye for now. I won't break our time here.
Bye..
Regards..
Label: Random
Tired..
You know how is your feel if you got many activies that you hate it but you have to do it ?
You know how is your feel if you have to obey someone who are really don't like you ?
You know how is your feel if you life without someone who really needs you ?
You know how is your feel if you life afar from someone who have stole your heart and promise to never give it back ?
I'm wondering now. How could it be ? I mean, what the hell will happen ? What the hell will you feel ?
Aishh.. !!
Probably, TIRED !
It such as forceness to me and it's suffering me. Not only me but people around me. TIRED but i just can sobb. What the hell ?
I'm not a weak girl. I mean, i'm not too weak to life here. I'm not too weak to can be hurted.
Actually, there's a bit of weakness live in my soul and it makes me really suffer and i try to escape.
But, It become really hurt if i more try to run from this reality.
Help me..
I just feel TIRED.
I just feel BORED.
I just feel SUFFER.
Don't get me wrong, if i will die as soon as i want.
I just a weak girl here and always feel TIRED.
Label: Random
Link Link Link
Oww..
I have many accounts in the network..
If you want to cnect with me just click it..
Here it is..
Facebook # Twitter # Onioning # FormSpring # My Space
Always online in Onioning and Facebook. Seldom in Twitter and Formspring. Sometimes go to My Space.
But, if you want to PM me just send me an email with my account in Windows Live : philopobic_grace@hotmail.com.
I hope i can keep in touch with you all.
Regards..
Label: Random
Jerk
Jerk !!
I have to go to school. Actually, i don't like it anymore. But, i have to..
Jerk.. !!
I have an loser life in my school..
Hell !! Really Hell..
Gonna kill you son, Ms. Peng..
Hell..!!
I hate you..
Label: Random
Hurting..
I'm not the type to get my heart broken. I'm not the type to get upset and cry.
'Cause I never leave my heart open.
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me.
Never got the whole 'in love' thing.
And someone can say they love me truly.
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round.
And deep inside my tears I'll drown.
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?.
I strayed from love, this is how I feel
This time was different.
Felt like I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife.
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition.
And I've got all the symptoms.
Of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed?.
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go.
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time.
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby.
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart.
I didn't give to you on purpose.
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart
How did I get here with you? I'll never know.
I never meant to let it get so personal.
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you.
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know.
And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry
P/s :
..Cry,Why do every girls cry when they got break up ?
When they in pain because of love ?
Is girl that's too weak ? I'm wondering now.
Because maybe it might happen in myself.
When my tears down from my eyes and wetting my cheek as i wipe my tears then said " I Hate You ".
I can feel hurt in my heart. Oh not.. Not only in my heart but spreading to all of my body. Break it and shattered it..
Regards With Tearing..
Label: Random
I'm Silly Girls
I was just a silly girl who is very stupid to even feared everyone.
I'm just a girl who does not know anything about life and love.
I never even felt love, a truly love.
I never felt the warmth of being loved.
I never felt pleasure when someone is smiling at you and say "I love you".
I never felt the joy when someone give you a hug and say "I need you".
I never felt lucky to live and cheerful life because my life is just to silence.
Shut up and just peace.
Could never hear the laughter and shouts of encouragement.
Stupid and will only be a fool.
Cussed, there is no order in my life.
They had never heard even once silent to let out the sound.
They never saw me watching even though only briefly.
Blink of an eye.
Like the wind through your eyes.
I was foolish, it was no use, no purpose.
I can not do anything in my life than just to shut up and try to rest.
Just shut up and sobbed when they called me "Stupid Girl".
Label: Random
Stay with Me..
Stay with me, baby..
Struck your hand hug me..
Pull out my heart then safe it with you..
Pull out my love then kiss it with you..
Stay with me, dude..
I don't wanna you to leave..
I don't wanna you to go..
I don't wanna you to fly away..
Stay with me, honey..
Say that you love me..
Whisper that you wanna own me..
Scream that you will be there for me..
Stay with me, sweety..
Like an oxygen around me..
Like a wind surrounding me..
Like a breathe that wouldn't want to leave..
Goosebumps..
Roaming my bodys around my eyes..
Burning out my love to much to grower..
Showing out my faith for you..
All i just wanna say..
Purely in my heart..
Naturaly in my soul..
Won't leave me alone..
*p/s : I'm sorry, this is to random to understand. I'm sorry, all of that is just pop up in my mind then i just wanna write it here.. I'm sorry, and i just wanna say " Sorry.. " *Label: Random
Unbreathable Night !!
I dunno what will i post here.
Just click the new entry and ..
Yah, you found me here !!
My brain just stuck on it and never get an idea to write.
Oh My, How horrible. Let's stop it now. I need an idea to write, because i wanna more of you read my journal.
Oh, How come ?
This night, i'm sitting while my hands hold my notebook tightly. Th music fullin' around my ears and give me more relax to enjoy the blow wind around me. I'm not in my room now, it would be boring if i do so.
I'm hanging out with Marceillia and Ae Yoon. They're my friends who live next door. We're sitting in the city park in front of Junction 8.
I feel cold around my body. Marceillia is going out there buy ice cream for us. Ae Yoon, she tries to do some dancing moves then. Ya, she is really good at this.
Tomorrow, we plan for around the city. My school is really killing me until i can't do this thing. Ouch. Yakk !! So terrible.
Okay, i begin to tired to type here.
Bye--
Label: Random
Welcome To My Random World
I'm kinda bit confused..What should i write here ?
Silly me, though !! Kk..
Okay, what ? what should i do now ? I dunno. Let's think together now. I don't have any idea to write about. It's my first time here and post something to show out. I'm poor at this thing. Writing, it's not my speciality anymore.
Okay, okay.. I'll try to think it.
How about introduce myself ?
I'm newbie and should to intro my self here. If not.. all of you won't know me .. Kk
I'm Graccia Alex Gwynn. But, my friend like to call me Grace or Graphy. Graphy, i like that name very much. Sometimes, going to be PhilophobicGrace in the network. If you found that, it should be me..
Currently, live in Singapore. My hometown is Alexandria City, but for some reason i moved to Singapore. Having a lot schedule in Raffles Girls Secondary School on the 2nd year and will finish my O and A level 4 years left.
I'm 14 years old and cause of my birthdate fall on 7 April, my parents will give whatever i want. Kk.. I don't have any siblings to accompany through my tired days.
I have an account in formspring and onioning, feel free to ask me anything you want. I have fandom account too to support my best idol ever.
Hobbies ? I like to browsing and watching. DANCING absolutely decorate my life now.
I hate everything random and unwell. I hate a flirty and party person. Don't ever to close with me if you're the kind of that person.
I don't think about my friends said about me, but they said i'm unique. Don't say it's weird . Sometimes, i can be insane and calm. But, don't get me wrong ya.
I'm mixed Korean - Chinese - Singapore. Daddy is the Korean one, then Mommy is really Chinese. Although, my Grandpa is Singaporean but my Mommy is Chinese.
I can speak Mandarin, English, and Malay fluently. Currently, learning Korean and Spanish.
That's all about me. Remember i'm not good at writing. Because, my life isn't about look and write. My life is about to be a dancer as well as i'm a human.
Label: Random
Nothing..
I dunno, what should i post here..Really nothing..Aisshh.. it would be nothing..Because i had nothing..And, it will be nothing..Then, moving into nothing..Afterthat, died because of nothing..All of that, will be nothing..Seems really nothing..Looks alike nothing..Sounds nothing..Tastes nothing..Feels nothing..And everything turn onto nothing..Label: Random
Damn Her..
Aissh.. i'm not in the good mode now. Cause of someone who is really-really annoying in my facebook.Really, i just wanna to punch and hit her face. Just because she is too annoying for me.Acting like she's innocent, but the fact .. she's hell..!!Really,It's my first time hate someone or don't like someone until i feel like this. So, i don't know what should i do ..So, i don't know how it can happen..Please..Don't force me to forgive her. All of my life..Perhaps, i'll hate her everlasting..Ouch,Stop it..!!I'm gonna die..Label: Random
What are you doing, guys ??
What are you doing, guys ?Doing weird things, huh ?And my friends did it too. Look, they're strange but they just continue it while they laugh. Oh My..Lucky me.. i didn't do it. But, it's very fun to do. They play game and laugh together. Isn't it fun ?They pull someone then push her. Just look at them..And , it's really make me burst of laughing.Just look and you can feel excited..Okay, then. I have to off now. My break time was end and have to continue my lesson.So, at least ! Good bye..Label: Random
Useless
Useless..What does it mean ?? Useless..What does it for ??Useless..Is it showed about myself ??Useless..Am i really useless ??Useless..Am i just an useless girl ??Who can't do anything with all of myself..Useless..Just a word but i don't know the meaning. Because it's really hurting myself. Deep and deep. I admit, it's about myself. Show all of the picture of me. And, i don't know how to act.So, teach me how to be an useless girl ??Teach me..Teach me, how to be a fool girl.During my lifetime..*and this is very useless post that i ever wrote..Label: Random
How's life ??
It been several days not online and didn't post anything to my hompy, though. Start to like it but more to hate it. Kk..
Don't mind, please..
How's life, guys ?? Are you fine and well or get some suck things that made you feeling unwell and bad ?? And, i feel that too.
I broke my legs 2 days ago and because of that, i can't do some dance moves. Horrible. T.T
And, now i just have some theraphy to get my normal leg. That's really bad but i wish i can pass this.
My day was boring because i didn't go outside today. Cause of my broke 'suck' leg and i'm really bored.
Lucky me, there was my friend that visit me and accompany me.
But, he's too annoying to be with, guys.
His name is Eun Go . Park Eun Go for the complete. He's look alike Oh Wonbin from FT.Island. Okay, just forget him now. ^^
Where am i ?? I'm in a restaurant now. My close friend asked me to go there and have our dinner there. Actually, i feel weird to him. Because, it's too seldom to happen.
But, okay. I'm boring and at least i accept it.
Maybe, i have some crush on him, eh ?? Don't let it, guys. I don't want..
Okay, he's my type. Perfect, perhaps. But..
Aisshh.. forget it. Why we can turn our topic, huh ? Let's go back.
So, how's life ? Tell me if you want.
I hope, i can have my good day for tomorrow and forever.
Yay, good bye for now. I won't break our time here.
Bye..
Regards..
Label: Random
Tired..
You know how is your feel if you got many activies that you hate it but you have to do it ?
You know how is your feel if you have to obey someone who are really don't like you ?
You know how is your feel if you life without someone who really needs you ?
You know how is your feel if you life afar from someone who have stole your heart and promise to never give it back ?
I'm wondering now. How could it be ? I mean, what the hell will happen ? What the hell will you feel ?
Aishh.. !!
Probably, TIRED !
It such as forceness to me and it's suffering me. Not only me but people around me. TIRED but i just can sobb. What the hell ?
I'm not a weak girl. I mean, i'm not too weak to life here. I'm not too weak to can be hurted.
Actually, there's a bit of weakness live in my soul and it makes me really suffer and i try to escape.
But, It become really hurt if i more try to run from this reality.
Help me..
I just feel TIRED.
I just feel BORED.
I just feel SUFFER.
Don't get me wrong, if i will die as soon as i want.
I just a weak girl here and always feel TIRED.
Label: Random
Link Link Link
Oww..
I have many accounts in the network..
If you want to cnect with me just click it..
Here it is..
Facebook # Twitter # Onioning # FormSpring # My Space
Always online in Onioning and Facebook. Seldom in Twitter and Formspring. Sometimes go to My Space.
But, if you want to PM me just send me an email with my account in Windows Live : philopobic_grace@hotmail.com.
I hope i can keep in touch with you all.
Regards..
Label: Random
Jerk
Jerk !!
I have to go to school. Actually, i don't like it anymore. But, i have to..
Jerk.. !!
I have an loser life in my school..
Hell !! Really Hell..
Gonna kill you son, Ms. Peng..
Hell..!!
I hate you..
Label: Random
Hurting..
I'm not the type to get my heart broken. I'm not the type to get upset and cry.
'Cause I never leave my heart open.
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me.
Never got the whole 'in love' thing.
And someone can say they love me truly.
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round.
And deep inside my tears I'll drown.
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?.
I strayed from love, this is how I feel
This time was different.
Felt like I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife.
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition.
And I've got all the symptoms.
Of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed?.
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go.
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time.
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby.
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart.
I didn't give to you on purpose.
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart
How did I get here with you? I'll never know.
I never meant to let it get so personal.
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you.
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know.
And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry
P/s :
..Cry,Why do every girls cry when they got break up ?
When they in pain because of love ?
Is girl that's too weak ? I'm wondering now.
Because maybe it might happen in myself.
When my tears down from my eyes and wetting my cheek as i wipe my tears then said " I Hate You ".
I can feel hurt in my heart. Oh not.. Not only in my heart but spreading to all of my body. Break it and shattered it..
Regards With Tearing..
Label: Random
I'm Silly Girls
I was just a silly girl who is very stupid to even feared everyone.
I'm just a girl who does not know anything about life and love.
I never even felt love, a truly love.
I never felt the warmth of being loved.
I never felt pleasure when someone is smiling at you and say "I love you".
I never felt the joy when someone give you a hug and say "I need you".
I never felt lucky to live and cheerful life because my life is just to silence.
Shut up and just peace.
Could never hear the laughter and shouts of encouragement.
Stupid and will only be a fool.
Cussed, there is no order in my life.
They had never heard even once silent to let out the sound.
They never saw me watching even though only briefly.
Blink of an eye.
Like the wind through your eyes.
I was foolish, it was no use, no purpose.
I can not do anything in my life than just to shut up and try to rest.
Just shut up and sobbed when they called me "Stupid Girl".
Label: Random
Stay with Me..
Stay with me, baby..
Struck your hand hug me..
Pull out my heart then safe it with you..
Pull out my love then kiss it with you..
Stay with me, dude..
I don't wanna you to leave..
I don't wanna you to go..
I don't wanna you to fly away..
Stay with me, honey..
Say that you love me..
Whisper that you wanna own me..
Scream that you will be there for me..
Stay with me, sweety..
Like an oxygen around me..
Like a wind surrounding me..
Like a breathe that wouldn't want to leave..
Goosebumps..
Roaming my bodys around my eyes..
Burning out my love to much to grower..
Showing out my faith for you..
All i just wanna say..
Purely in my heart..
Naturaly in my soul..
Won't leave me alone..
*p/s : I'm sorry, this is to random to understand. I'm sorry, all of that is just pop up in my mind then i just wanna write it here.. I'm sorry, and i just wanna say " Sorry.. " *Label: Random
Unbreathable Night !!
I dunno what will i post here.
Just click the new entry and ..
Yah, you found me here !!
My brain just stuck on it and never get an idea to write.
Oh My, How horrible. Let's stop it now. I need an idea to write, because i wanna more of you read my journal.
Oh, How come ?
This night, i'm sitting while my hands hold my notebook tightly. Th music fullin' around my ears and give me more relax to enjoy the blow wind around me. I'm not in my room now, it would be boring if i do so.
I'm hanging out with Marceillia and Ae Yoon. They're my friends who live next door. We're sitting in the city park in front of Junction 8.
I feel cold around my body. Marceillia is going out there buy ice cream for us. Ae Yoon, she tries to do some dancing moves then. Ya, she is really good at this.
Tomorrow, we plan for around the city. My school is really killing me until i can't do this thing. Ouch. Yakk !! So terrible.
Okay, i begin to tired to type here.
Bye--
Label: Random
Welcome To My Random World
I'm kinda bit confused..What should i write here ?
Silly me, though !! Kk..
Okay, what ? what should i do now ? I dunno. Let's think together now. I don't have any idea to write about. It's my first time here and post something to show out. I'm poor at this thing. Writing, it's not my speciality anymore.
Okay, okay.. I'll try to think it.
How about introduce myself ?
I'm newbie and should to intro my self here. If not.. all of you won't know me .. Kk
I'm Graccia Alex Gwynn. But, my friend like to call me Grace or Graphy. Graphy, i like that name very much. Sometimes, going to be PhilophobicGrace in the network. If you found that, it should be me..
Currently, live in Singapore. My hometown is Alexandria City, but for some reason i moved to Singapore. Having a lot schedule in Raffles Girls Secondary School on the 2nd year and will finish my O and A level 4 years left.
I'm 14 years old and cause of my birthdate fall on 7 April, my parents will give whatever i want. Kk.. I don't have any siblings to accompany through my tired days.
I have an account in formspring and onioning, feel free to ask me anything you want. I have fandom account too to support my best idol ever.
Hobbies ? I like to browsing and watching. DANCING absolutely decorate my life now.
I hate everything random and unwell. I hate a flirty and party person. Don't ever to close with me if you're the kind of that person.
I don't think about my friends said about me, but they said i'm unique. Don't say it's weird . Sometimes, i can be insane and calm. But, don't get me wrong ya.
I'm mixed Korean - Chinese - Singapore. Daddy is the Korean one, then Mommy is really Chinese. Although, my Grandpa is Singaporean but my Mommy is Chinese.
I can speak Mandarin, English, and Malay fluently. Currently, learning Korean and Spanish.
That's all about me. Remember i'm not good at writing. Because, my life isn't about look and write. My life is about to be a dancer as well as i'm a human.
Label: Random
Grace. one-fourteen. Singaporean. Korean-Chinese. Nanyang Girls High School-Sec.2. Dancing is truly my life.
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